There was no hurt, no pain, no fear or doubt

I always enter what happens to be in my journal, it's what I do. It's fun to write, and it gets the feelings out. Today I went to watch Dead Like Me on friends house. That was kewl, and I am so glad I was able to see an episode without waiting hours and days, just to see something that is'nt great in quality. Also, friend did a search, and he got the song that played in some episodes in Dead Like Me. He was happy, and obviouslly, so was I. Frankly, I am gonna see with friend, if he minds coming me coming over again. He's a kewl guy, and a person one can chat with. He's private, which I respect entirely.

Also, I found out that a comment he made some time ago (Jul 26 2003 @ 11:13) was completelly not meant to be in a bad way. I am happy about it with. I didn't feel bad about the comment, but it wasn't appreciated at the time. Now, if he says it, I know what he means, so it's kewl.

Also, I was pretty much right on my track of not persuing him. I talked to him, and just saw it was something what would not move beyond any point. I am happy I found out, because there is no more guessing and wondering. Now I just know what I need to know. He's still a kewl guy, and quite savvy with web things I want to learn. I would not mind having him as a friend. Heck, he does speak French, and loves Dead Like Me. Gotta like that, *grins.*

Weirdly, by just being direct, and asking what I wanted to know, it spared worries, and fear. There was no doubt of what I heard, and it ensued no pain. Made things a heck of a lot easier to tell the truth. If only I had asked everything I wanted to know of people in the past. It would have made things so much easier. Takes all the hassle away.

I am glad I am still me, and everyone is still everyone else. I do tend to talk a bit, but am always willing to hear.

Somethings are just necessary, and you can't do anything about them. Hence it's life.