Earlier Too Late Syndrome

I sit here, wanting really hard to do my study Math. I have books, answer books, plenty of paper, and the questions I need to do. In retrospect, if I had done some questions already, this would not be a problem. It doesn't take that long to do one chapter, but when I look at 6 chapters together, it looks insane. All those questions, and no time. I panic when looking at that, not the freak out panic, but an anxiety of too much panic.

Ealier, I could have done it, and it's too late to go back and do it. So I am stuck with broken steps in a ladder. One you can skip, but as you let he steps break away, the jump is bigger. I can eaither take the jump now, or expect a bigger gap to fall in. If I don't force myself to do it, history will repeat again.

I shall, I will attempt to do them, and do them well. If I can't understand, I will ask. I must set that in my mind on a go forth basis. I already know what happens if I don't, and it worries me.