But...

I thought
I just thought
I wanted to but
I was going to but
I tried to but
I got cut off
I saw smiles
I saw grins
I saw hugs

I typed a message
I sent a message
I got a busy signal
I tried again
I thought I got hrough
I thought I had a chance to talk
I thought

I tried the good outlook
I tried to see based on circumstances
I thought it was that
I may have thought wrong

I don't know what now
I don't know what to do
I don't know what to say

Am I being annoying
Am I bugging
Am I not worth time
Am I ever worth anything

Memories were good
I didn't see bad
I worried yes
I always worry

I was told not to worry
Yet...

Yet I worry
Yet there is a reason to worry
Yet there are things
There are things that I thought were right
There were things that I thought I about

I thought about you
I contacted you

Did I get through
Did I get through to you?
Did I?

Again,
I don't know what to do
I don't know how to react
I don't know what to say

I have emotions
I would have conveyed them
Whatever they were

I thought about it
I decided to chill out
I decided to not worry

I waited a bit
I waited more
I worry
I don't like to worry
I didn't mean to worry

Life moves along
Life goes on
Life is full of things

Things I do
Things you do
Things everyone does

Are things broken?
Are they?

My mind leads me on
It creates thousands of circumstances

I am sure it was meant well
There was nothing bad
Everything is fine
Everything is clear
Everything is flowing smooth
Everything is going along
Everything is falling apart?

I don't think so
I don't hope so
I don't know

I can just imagine
I can just guess
I can just make my own assumptions
But...

But it's not good to assume
One can get the wrong idea
What is the wrong idea
Just not the idea that was right

I tried talking again
I left a message
I stupudly tried again
Got a few words back
Not many

Away
Away it went
Away was the sign

* I don't know how to proceed
* I will just let it flow along
* I will make the decision once I can talk
* Then again, if I can't talk after trying a few more times, the decision will have made itself

** I don't want things to end in such manner

Paul?