Eeep x 44.59

Yes, that's it. That's all the money. I am REALLY relying on the fact
that sister is going to give me money. Also, I am REALLY hoping when
Richie moves in, he will give some rent money. On top of that, I am
REALLY hoping the Hertz refund falls into my account.

That money will be less in about 4 hours. Reason being, I gotta put
gas on my car, and that's hella expensive. Well, compared to Cali,
it's just a little bit, but it's annoying enough for me.

Others around me, are in a similar situation. A lot of people at work
are hard pressed for money, and that's just scary. Unfortunatelly, I
can't do anything to help out, since I'm riding on the same boat.

Now, to just top if off a little bit, one of me teeth is starting to
hurt. Yeah, that's just great. I don't have money to go to the
dentist, yet, if it gets worse, I'm just going to be rampant, which at
this time is not good. Finals are fast approaching, and besides, I'll
have far too many irksome customers for the holiday. With pain, my
thrshhold for dealing with them will slowly decrease. If it goes too
low, then I'll just blow up. I would rather not do that.

I've been taking time to sit down, and just rest, and recompose myself
latelly. It's rather nice, since this keeps my mind clear of worries,
and helps me calm down plenty.