I can't start this sentence without reapating things I've said many times before. It always happens when a twisted sense of relative normal settles back in.
Things are not as normal, but are still doing just fine.
I'm happy about some things. My family, as a whole, has pretty much settled on the fact I'm obviously gay. I mean trully settled into it. They still keep grandma out of it, but bleah, whatever on that. But yeah, it's a know fact, and it's something that they stopped trying to change. I don't really get asked the "so, do you have a girlfriend?" kind of questions. I get asked if I'm seeing someone. It's more neutral, but it's a sign that everyone is with it right now.
It took time, and there was turbulence getting myself into my skin. Granted, I was in it all the time, and usually acted the way I've always have, but conflicts with other people made things a bit inky. Now, it's all gone, and things roll along just fine.
It's weird, but I'm happy with it. I don't plan on chaning things, or changing period. I have the things that I can improve, but they are just enchancing things tha t I naturally have, not trying to create a new me. Mom did mention that I could acquire some patience, but I just have to improve my very short amount of it *grins.*
Anywho, I was gonna completelly talk about something else, but this thought just hit me, and I thought about putting it down. I'm glad I did, since it's liberating.
And life continues. Happy eh?

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