Anomalously single

I'm single. I'm aware of it. It doesn't worry me. It's odd really.

I've got on singles website. I'm on a variety. It's odd really.

There are many out there, each boasting about size and match-ability. Almost 90% seem to charge something or another. As much as monthly dial-up subscription.

I don't pay, I just do nothing really on them. I'm there, registed. I browse some, and I see people I know. I don't send messages, but I do reply. I've talked to one or two people, and that was just that, a wind of yapping, and the breeze wained.

I don't mind being single. It's normal for me really, with plenty of half-none relationships, with most of them being nothing to start with. I keep in contact with none really, since things all ended up awkward and weird.

I'm not lonelly. I've always enjoyed having time for myself, and I have all that I want of it.

Granted, I'm out there, somewhere, and it somethings hits me (better yet, hits on me) it's all good. We shall see how it all pans out, and hey if not, live moves along.

I don't wait for anything, I don't expect anything.

I walk around, I don't expect a second look. I blend in, and fade out. If someone notices, cheers, but what can I do? I guess there's just no drive for it right now, although, I wouldn't mind it.

Again, it's all odd. I feel it inside me, and know that I would like things to go in a certain route, yet, there's no road there apparently.

It's all so odd, it feels so odd, and I can't really fully explain what goes on.