Quickly Slow

Wonderful ideas, great flows, nice plans.

I am full of those, they spout a mile a minute.

I dream of things efficient, I see it all to come, and it's amazing. It all comes together, and finishes picture perfect. Everything is filled with possibilites, and things could be accomplished rather easly.

It's all just a simple matter of starting it. The how house is in this state, people will do some random tasks, but noone finishes the important stuff.

I every so often seem to get bogged down this manner, and this week it's particulary annoying to the extremes. I need to get on up, and start marching towards the right place. I need to get my things done, and set some other things up. I need to do some research, some job hunting, and many other things. They are all just sitting there, like virtual post-its in my head. I just glare at them, and they mockingly look at me.

It's not easy to create a new set of behaviours. I have to adapt my current skillset to be used towards my time management, and general efficiency. I need to create a way, to be motivated withing my own focus zone.

If that's all done, I will no longer be moving quickly slow.

Let's cross the fingers.