I'm Fine, Thanks

That's my classical way to sidestep talking about things that are actually bothering me.

Well, it does have some sigficance at times, because I do go towards the verbally lazy side of things sometimes. It might mean that I'm actually fine.

Otherwise, it's my standard response when asked if everything is ok. As I put it, if my house was burning down, I would probably just say "I'm Fine, Thanks." It's a polite response, albeit, a bit dull.

For right now, I would say things are controlled at the moment. There's really nothing overly uncertaing looming around. All the annoying worries are most certainly there, but they haven't really changed.

Aside from that, I feel drained. I have energy, and it sustains me, but aside from that, it incurs no bonuses. I'm not pissy, or mad, or the such, which is good.

An area I am drained in, is the emotional arena. I kinda feel like a puppy right now. All bouncy, yet, I have noone to pet me. Granted, most of the things that cause that are outside my control. I'm not without anyone. I have my family, which is still there, and my boyfriend, which is also there.

As far as friends go, well, ehh. They are there as well. I have well, not many at all, and are all from work. Things revolve around work with them, and that is the time I talk to them. It's afun at times, but it lakes palpable dimension.

Anywho, I'm simply not in the best of moods, but I am managing to stay goal oriented on school, and doing the things I need to do otherwise, I will be posting about that next probably.

As I said before, if I pick up my phone, and try to dial someone, I will usually be at a loss, so it's pointless.

I do apologize for being just a little bit selfish, yes I am considering all the other people, and the things they are going through, but still... I have feelings, and they are being hurt.