Estranged Happyness

I'm happy, things are going great, and they are only getting better.

Everything is progressing as it should, and while some deadlines are tight, I deliver.

Still, that does not seem to leave much time for social things. I know that it's part of the territory when one has a heavy load of classes, and still works.

I do meet new people, but the only time I ever see them, is if I happen to go to an event, that they are involved with. Sometimes, there is a hi, or a hey, but there is nobody there afterwards. Once the even is over, everyone parts way, and so be it. It's akin to having many friend, and yet having none.

I have, many times, in long lenght, talked about this, in the past. That is simply because it repeats.

Granted, this time, my life IS balancing out. The fact that I don't have a thriving social life is not detracting from the other aspects of my life. It would be nice for it to complement it, but that will come with time.

Latelly, I've been able to focus, and finish tasks without much issues. That is, when I actually sit down and do it. I still have the old habit of neandering around, and avoinding it at all costs.

My group projects are interesting, and I am learning a whole lot. Nothing bad is surrounding my family, so that is good also.

As they say, it's all up to me. Keeping friends takes time, commitment, and energy. i often just don't bother with it. Hence, the outcome. I still manage to get myself conrnered out of things, but this time around, it's not bad, or conflicting, it's just a matter of me being a dork, and moving around incosistently. Eventually, I join everyone again, and all is good.